I'm gonna shatter - maybe it's for the best.

This week - huh a lot I can say about it. This may actually be a decent sized blog. Dunno yet. Guess I'll ramble about my days.

Monday - was glad to have it off. Didn't do much, thought about a lot of things. MLK day and all that.

Tuesday; we finally got our new president! After waiting so long - I was so happy. I swear it was a really really historic moment. I'm glad that Obama is now Mr. President. Amazing thing to say that I was alive when it happened.

Wednesday; Thought a lot, some major thinking about college. I've decided that it's in my best interest to not go to school in CA, I will still be applying for art schools here but I doubt I'm going to go to any. My eyes are set on Colorado and Utah. Not quite sure which state I'm going to end up picking (most likely Colorado) the art school there is amazing! I also did some thinking about past relationships I've been in and I've kinda realized - I need to stop trying so hard I guess. I put to much into things. Oh well also I thought about past friendships and even current ones. How many people I was friends with my Freshman year - then Sophomore, then Junior year. Crazy how people become friends then you fall out and never speak to the person again. Then you have people that you've known since 8th grade that change so much that you don't even know them anymore. It's really really crazy. I only consider about 5 people I go to school with to be best friends for life. People I know I can forever depend on. Those 5 people - you know whom you are.

Today; I'm starting to realize just how little time I have left in High School - June the 4th is the day I'm going to be walking on a stage and getting my diploma. God it's a crazy thought. Exciting, scary all at once. And well if the rumors are true, my school may close a week early because of the budget - so I may just get out on May 28th ah! It seems like it's far but I know it isn't. Time's getting faster and faster. I don't know what to do anymore.

Tomorrow? Is a hole new day - it could be good, could be bad who knows. I don't haha. There's a show though! I'm stoked for it. I love shows - honestly there the best thing every anyways, I feel I've written enough. For now at least.