Depression - sucks

Last night was amazing. Sore and tired from it but today; i dunno i've just been depressed all day. I wanna break down and cry and i've been close to doing it a few times. theres so much drama going on here at home with my Aunt Ida - if any of you know her then you know what she causes in my home. im tired of it all; i can't wait to get out and go to college. i think im getting sick again too, my coughs coming back but i dont care anymore. ive been doing well in school better than i thought it'd be doing and im happy with myself for it. Then there's a guy too not gonna say any names because i don't need him knowing he's a part of this blog haha. it's not a crush i'm just so interested in getting to know him better - we have so much in common, we both love shows, both love the same kinds of music and were both kinda similar with things that have happened to us. im just not sure how to..get to know him he's rather wrapped up in trying to get with another girl that's sort of hurt him which is why i'm leaving it alone for the most part. right now i'm content just being single, it's kinda nice. i don't have to worry about yaknow the normal 'relationship' shit. i think it's best for now anyways. i really don't know where im going with this blog i never do anymore anyways. yeah im done here. :]