So I've been thinking..

a lot lately, and to be truthful it scares me. Today was another day - got up got dressed went to school, came home did the normal thing. I'm so tired of normal - I'm so tired of hearing everyone's bullshit - I want to go far away from it all, lock myself away from everyone and stop caring so much about the people around me. Caring is getting me no where, I think I made a mistake - a big one by sending someone something ugh. This is just...I was hoping somehow it's clear the air but it hasn't I want my old life back - way back when I didn't have a car. Fuck I miss being a kid