Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I think I'm sick

In a mental & physical way

Mental; because my aunts back & shes causing hell

Physical; migraines, achey, sick to my stomach, tired

or maybe its a combo of both? I'm not sure anymore

V-day is coming up =/

Memories are gonna kill.

Frustrated about things with merch for my benefit show.

I need a vacation.

God 74 days or something left of school

I need it to be done with

I'm scared though - I don't know if I'm ready to leave CA behind. Might stay for a year work on my photography or something

unsure of what I want to do now. I love how I knew and then...I got scared

fear = shit

tired

I should be sleeping.

I keep thinking of her

It's horrid

I want her out of my mind & yet she's there all the time

=/ seeing her if she comes to my benefit show...

is going to...hurt

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