& when was the last time..I slept?

I don't remember anymore. The nights are spent awake. Thinking - tossing and turning. Thinking - I believe that's all I do now. Thinking - more thinking. Trying to find a job as well. Ugh. So much is running through my mind. I owe Manuel a big thanks for showing me eatmewhileimhot! Kick ass band really - I've been listening to them like no tomorrow. Nothing to big to report now...I just want to be happy.