and then the fire burned..

That's kind of how I feel. Like a forest that was scorched I don't know if that makes much sense but I feel like the old person I was about 8 months ago has been burned away and replaced with this person that I don't like at all. Maybe I need another blaze to help this person melt away. Maybe I need to be like a phoenix and rise from the ashes anew haha - cliché if you ask me. I will take what I am given at the moment - withstand the blaze this time and hope when I stand up and brush myself off I can look in a mirror and be if not happy at least somewhat content with the person that I am.